Things have settled down for me a bit. The automatic panic that I usually feel in the morning as I'm heading off for my commute is less pronounced. I have a better grip on my job (better than no grip, yes). I end up spending so much of my day related to work. The other time is sleep as I'm exhausted. The other time is reading "The Bourne Identity."
I did have one genuine laugh today at work. I also had one victory of getting a project done under the gun. That made me smile. A lot of my joyful time during the day lately has been related to driving around the rental cars that I've had to use this week to get to travel locations to work. I can sing out and feel the wind in my hair. For now, that's as good as it gets during the week.
I don't have any friends, yet. I almost had a social invite Sunday night but was out of town and I missed my invitation window. I have a potential friend that wants to go to a yoga class, but I haven't figured out how to work that in. Mainly I'm having a hard time planning social dates as I've felt really busy with work or too tired. Maybe I'll get a friend sometime soon. That would be sweet.
Right there with ya, sister-- if I can get a lunch break in sometime this week, I'll feel as if I've achieved a rare victory. Fortitude-- for the both of us!
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